93 days ♥

I have no idea what should I blog for.
Finish the second week in this semester.
Next week have 2 test. Im dead !
Result had released yesterday, don't ask mii about my result, it's all in my expect.

Need alot of money this semester.
-Tamadun text book - thanks King ♥ found mii a 2nd hand book. (:
-Financial calculator + Printing fees.
-Parking sticker.
-Reference books.
I really need a job to cover all these. ):
Many plan coming soon.
- Saving money for someone's birthday present. ( Where's my present? ) =P
- I wanna have a trip !

Sometime I really feel speechless with humans.
They can talk so loud in everything but do nothing at the end.
My plan might be fail because of humans.
Feel disappointed.
This call human, I should accept this and I am accepting.

My temper was not so good recently.
Easy to get angry and scold you without any reason.
I apologize, forgive mii kay?
Thank you for everything. ♥

我不想那樣

答應過某人，能的話盡量不發不開心的文
但我的心就是那麼的不舒服


開學了，每個人都很開心的去college
但其實我每天都帶著一萬個不願意去的
某人說是因為我的holiday mood還沒OFF掉才會那樣
但其實是不是，我自己也不知道


雖然嘴上都說我不介意
但其實我怕，我怕考試，功課，CW & Presentation
這些我都怕，但怕的原因....誰知道 @@


容易胡思亂想，不懂是我的特質還是雙魚座特質
我開始害怕某人會覺得我煩


我只是沒有安全感
我知道我太依賴你了
有時在想，如果有天你突然離開我了，我要怎樣活？
我知道我又胡思亂想了
但只是因為我太害怕了
我想依賴，但不敢太依賴
我怕依賴慣了


害怕相信，因為害怕被騙
自我保護意識太強了
勇敢了太久，開始害怕勇敢

元宵節快樂

Last day of Chinese New Year, Chinese valentine's day.
CNY passed, no more angpau, no more CNY snacks.
Time to study & diet !
I gained weight & my face more chubby dy. Kill mii pls. =(

Started my sem 3 on Monday & Monday was Valentine's Day.
Dinner with mama's side family, celebrate uncle & auntie's birthday.

Semester 3 is a hard sem for mii I think.
No more helping by others, only I can help myself. =(
Classes are pack !! I hate my time table 99 !!
Monday till 7.30pm, Tuesday till 5.00pm, Wed till 4pm & Thurs till 3.30pm.
I feel faint when I got this time table. KNS !!
2 of 3 subjects are finally related with my course.
I scare I cant handle it, bless mii.
Midterm test at week 3, assignment submission in week 4.
FAINT !!

Im afraid.
Afraid in? EVERYTHING !
I wanna be brave in everything.

Jee, be brave also kay?
You are brave girl I ever seen.
Take care yourself, take care your family. ♥
Love & miss you alwayss. ♥♥

Chinese New Year ~

初二 ~

As usual, popo's house again.
My uncle's friend came to my popo house for drinking.
Suddenly one uncle said :' my son wish to know her.' ( stare on my cousin - vien )
LMAO !! All of us keep laughing on her. :D


Tang yuan making suggested by Ger.
I just look because Im lazy. :P


Back home after dinner. (:

初三 ~

Wake up so early.
After had breakfast.
Go to my papa's side relative's house.
Chit chat a while there.
One of my cousin sis said I wear so casual compare last year.
Another cousin sis said I fat dy compared last time she saw mii. :(


After that went to another cousin's house.
I love this day because I can meet those cousins that only can meet once a year.
I dislike this day because the house that I wanna go, I feel stress & loath.
Maybe is ‘Childhood shadows' so I dislike him.
Because i am there that day while he scolding my family.
Although i am small that time, but I still remember.
The mark still there, at the door.
But I will still respect you, because you're my relative & elder then mii.


Back at about 9pm.
Hope to meet those cousins again.
I love them & miss them.
I felt regretted I didn't take photo with them.
I will do that next time ! (:

初四  ~
Nothing special, Just sleep whole day. =.=

初五 ~

I check my facebook after I woke.
Time table of semester 3 had release.
Not so nice but not too bad also lar.
4 days classes only. (:


When movie with Jeanie, Chia Wen & Eric at Pavy. 
Watched Mr & Mrs Incredible .
A funny movie. :D

College start next week. :(

Happy CNY ~~

Happy Chinese New Year

to all my friends & relatives !!

大年初一，難得的早起，10.30am =.=
換新衣，去吃早餐


過後當然是回外婆家啦
我家比較特別，我們新年都回外婆家
可能今年有點早去，靜到....
幸好下午很多親戚，但其實我不會稱呼他們 =.=


我也見到了我的ah tai, hmm,我媽媽的奶奶，曾祖母？
她今年101歲了！！
跟上一次我見到她，她好像有蒼老了
沒有那麼精神了
要祝她健健康康！！ :)


跟表弟妹們玩牌，小小的，其實也很開心
我阿姨突然加入，舅舅，我媽也加入
互罵別人笨蛋，不會算牌，笑死我了
新年就是要這樣的歡笑，才像新年


晚上，去了lina家拜年
聊天咯
我們果然都是雙魚座小孩
不動是長大了還是老了
我開始討厭吵鬧，喜歡安靜
有點像退休老人的感覺 =.=


這就是我的初一

Chinese New Year Eve

由於今天太閒，我又update了
星期天的星光決賽，相信大家都有關注吧
李佳薇的表演，太精彩了
話說，我覺得星光決賽一年不比一年，悶死了，我只為了看佳薇的說
Lina也因為要看佳薇，所以來了我家

看完後，很好的，她賴死不走 xD
就在我家過夜了
話說，她還真的沒在我家睡過
第一次 :P

拜一早上，睡到十點多，算是自然醒吧
就去翻我的賀年卡了，看到佩玉寄了，很感動
但我卻沒做
當然馬上去寫啊
裡面寫了我滿滿的祝福 (腦汁都快榨乾了)
要是沒寄到我真的會哭 T.T
希望你們喜歡 :D

寫完後，貼上郵票，還被爸爸酸 ‘這年頭還有人寄卡啊？電腦要來幹啥？’
我們這是一種思念的方式

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倒數著新年，
在Facebook 看到類似 'result release at ......'
我完全自動忽略了
不想知道，現在我只想玩
成績，自己心裡有數啦
靜靜就好

今年的除夕飯吃得特別早，5.30pm
我還真沒試過，不過也無所謂
因為也只有我們5個人吃啊
吃完後，悶悶沒事做
爸爸提議去天后宮
我們N年沒去了
天公不作美，一直下毛毛雨
我們也遇到了朋友
點香，求籤，今年運氣不錯哦 :P
拍拍照，我們就回了，我的除夕就這樣過了 :)