Always in my mind ♥

Yea, my dear darling, i miss you all AGAIN & AGAIN. :'(

Dont want to share our photo anymore dy, because shares too much of times dy, so bored. =.= when can we have new photo??

Im stress right now let me flashback our camp life, life without stress and without expenses, the only stress happened in the camp is NOT ENOUGH SLEEP. Life that full with happiness in the camp will not happen anymore in our life. My life now is full with assignments, tests and presentations. Final is around the corner, what had I studied? Cant even start revision because assignments and presentations still in process. I hate the life like that, and I start to afraid I cant handle my final. :'(

What I wish now is I have 48 hours per day and I have full energy along the day. I need a genius brain and a robot body.

Yea, I miss those life in the camp, everyday wake with smelly face, PT pagi with sleepy face, change baju kelas quickly and take a small nap, mengantuk in kelas and waiting for minum and lunch. Rush our lunch and back dorm quickly for bath and nap, sometime we didnt nap and we sit together chit chat and playing and eat snack, wish no activity when riadah, walk along the padang kawad, waiting kiosk open and buy softdrinks, wait makan malam, take bath together with sarung around the kolam, mask-ing time and chit chat time and also nap time after that. Remember the night all of us sleep dy and late to padang kawad? All of us are last who reach the padang kawad, so shame but so funny ! Sambil marah sambil take off the baju and almost cry because want to sleep. (that's me!) This is my best memories in my life ever and ever. Stressless life is the life that I need now. FINAL! I scare this word so muchhh !

Dears, I need your hugs now. :'(

Careless

I admit that im such a careless girl, i always ignored others feeling and accidentally hurt someone. This is my attitude and i always didn't realise that i hurt people until i flash back what happened on that day. Im sorry friends who get hurt. :'(

Besides that, i also careless in doing things. I left my thumbdrive in citc for 10+ times dy, thanks for all my classmate always remind me. If not, all my assignments will gone because of my careless. :'(
I always forget to open car's light while driving in the night. I tried with-out-carlight from ampang point to my house. After i stop my car only i realise i forgot to open light. =.=

Woots!! Im super careless and i hate myself careless!! Please be careful !! Gonna have heart attack soon !

Depressed

One month update once, good job suet ee. :'( Im busy recently and I guess no one reading my blog except my dear lina and my dear alpha. ♥


Tons of assignment, test and presentation make me faint make me vomit ! I really put afford on my studies! Hope I can get what I want in my result. :) bless me. All test had finished last week but still got 2 assignments and 1 presentation in processing. Im stress with my studies and worried with my final exam, 6 subjects in this semester, year 2 really much more difficult compare with year 1. :'( Help me please.


Yea, I met my dearest king on last Wednesday. Thanks for your breakfast ! It's so touch for me. ♥ Chit chat awhile know your life are hard now, but dont worry, you still got us, anything just find me and alpha gang, we always support you. ♥ same with Jee and others, okay?? We promised ya. ♥


Salary release date from 10th of every month had postponed to 15th of the month, oh my gosh! Life is more difficult now, cash flow like water. :'( New Zealand waiting me, SAVE MONEY please !! Really feel like wanna go for travel to relax, Genting also i dont mind, wind can blow all my stress and think-too-much off. ♥


I really hope everything is misunderstand, I dont really can accept the fact, the person that I heard is totally different with the person I know!! Accept the fact really made my tears drop, Im sorry my dearest Lina, made you cry also but I really need a person to talk, need a person to comfort me. :'(

I need breathe now :'(