這就是我

最近發生了不少大事 應該說 我的人生不曾平靜 太多太多事情發生 根本措手不及 現在 我正在學會 獨自面對 平靜面對 不要再敲鑼打鼓要別人幫忙了 加油

最近 給了自己很多課去學 其中一課是 不要衝動！要冷靜！
經常被自己的衝動打敗 時常被罵衝動 所以現在我在學平靜
由於還在學習階段 所以 偶爾我還是會發作 但我都有做事後檢討 確保不會再發生在同樣的狀況

第二課 先把自己事管好 不要管太多別人 我會經常把別人事當自己是解決 浪費精力 浪費口水 還經常不被領情
傷重了 這幾課 很重 很痛 知道錯了

第三課 看開 放開
同樣的 還在學習 我要時間 雖然我不懂那時間是多長 多久 但 我真的有在進步

我知道 我身旁有很多你們 我也很appreciate 很謝謝你們對這樣的一個我那麼的包容
但 有的時候 我真的做得不好 令你們都失望了 對不起
我很開心你們在 我都知道 謝謝❤❤❤

最近

不知道是不是年紀越來越大了(p/s:才21)，心智很累。也許最近太多太多事發生了吧，讓我有點承受不住了。認真想想，這一些彷彿是在爸爸生病了以後陸續地在發生。我生活很不簡單，但我把它簡單化了，正所謂家家有本難念的經，我不想麻煩別人，但自己卻有點承受不住了。加油吧：）

Thailand part 2

This photo is so nice! 

Omg! That's how many months after my Thailand trip? But nevermind, I will still update as clear as I remember.

Day 3

Mango rice in floating Market

Because of the previous day we meet a hokkian speaking taxi driver, he gonna fetch us to floating market. We wake up at 6am with panda eyes. Due to the previous day we sleep quite late because of pack our luggage, we sleep all away long to floating market. There are about 1 hour plus to reach there. I think we're the first batch of ppl to pier. We start our journey with the old style boat. The river is so small and just enough to fill up the boat. There is about 2 hours journey and finally we get to eat mango rice and meehon by local. It's yummy and with reasonable price. It's a unforgettable experience and I think I will go again with longer time. 2 hours is actually definitely not enough.

I did not take the photo of train. You imagine yourself la. :P

The food that selling in the train. It's cheap and nice!

Same to this also! It's like our kuih.

Back to our hostel on 12 something and prepare to go to railway station to go hat yai. Everyone asking me, will you regret to waste the 15 hours time to go hatyai by train? I will definitely say no. That's a funniest experience in my Bangkok trip. The seat in the train can move and become a bed! Toilet bowl with a hole that can see the track omg! Means when you pee or ehem, they will flow to the track. :x okay stop disgusting.

Day 4

After 15 hours journey. We reach hat yai. It's like a china town. Cuz almost everyone here can speak Chinese and hokkian. The price of duk duk is fixed ere and much more cheaper compare with Bangkok. Since we're over budget already. We need to save here and there. We stay at Tunes Hotel Hat Yai. The room rate here is so reasonable! Only 40rm per room per night. So that we can have more budget to do other stuff.

We quickly settle down to our room ad take bath one by one. Imagine there are more than 24 hours no bath. We're all smelly! :( after settle down, we went to morning market of hatyai to see and walk.

Next destination is the night market. I forget the name of the night market already but it's quite big actually. Grab something there also. Since that's already last day of us, we went to eat seafood! Hatyai food is much more cheaper than Bangkok and its yummy also! We went to
Thai massage also. After that, we back to the hotel with exhausted body. Everyone is lazy to move but need to pack the luggage. :(

When to night market in HatYai.

Our seafood night! The food is nice! :D

The stuffs that i bought in 5 days. I'm not satisfy at all. :(

Day 5

Bento from 7-11 Thailand. MUST TRY!

Wake up at the early morning to go morning market again to grab our souvenir like maggi and nuts. After that we went to 7-11 to grab our breakfast. The thing that I must say is, their 7-11 food is soooooo yummy! They got soup bento, fried rice, spaghetti, even burger also got! So, 7-11 food is one of the must-try in Bangkok! After our breakfast, is time to say goodbye. :( take van to airport and we ended our travel like that. This is my experience and I like to travel with friends! This is so fun! Looking forward our next time! :D

HatYai airport. Our luggage. :o

Before fly back to Malaysia!

Thailand 5 days 4 nights Part 1

This is the very first time I FLY with friends and love. ♥ how excited am I ? :D

This is also the first time we book flight by ourselves, book hostel, plan schedule and bla bla bla. Due to ZERO experience, I did ask many people and done a lot of research. Thanks for my friends that all so believe me and we start to experience our shopping + backpacker trip. 

When we reach Don Muang Airport, I feel like WTF? No one can understand my English here, mean should I take bus? Taxi? or Train to my destination? I admit that I done the wrongest decision which is taking TRAIN to Bangkok town and it spend us about 2 hours! OMG! We took the train that we can never meet in Malaysia anymore. It is so old! For me, it is actually a nice experience. :)

At the same train station, we bought the train tickets to Hat Yai. According to the train schedule, we need to use about 15 hours to reach Hat Yai from Bangkok. Don't ask me why we decided to take train from Bangkok to Hat Yai because flight only need 1 hour. This is because we are trying to experience more that normal traveler will not meet.

The hostel that we stay in Bangkok named Udee. It has a quite high rate and review in 'trip advisor' and 'hostelworld' so we decided to stay there. The environment here is soooo GOOD! You will feel relax when you step into this hostel.

We reached our hostel at 7pm but actually we reach Don Muang Airport at about 2.30pm. The worst is when we check-in, hostel host told me that actually take taxi only need less than half hour. =.= I feel like crying! Everyone are exhausted, we drop down our luggage and go out to have our dinner. WE ARE HUNGRY! We just simply walk walk beside the street that near our hostel to hunt some food. It's so impossible to go far far away for dinner when we are in hunger. 

FOOD from beside street hawker

Our first day end like this? NO WAY! We went to supermarket and 7-11 to get some beer and softdrink and spend our night at hostel rooftop. :))

DAY 2 ~~

Wake up early and prepare to go SHOPPING! We take skytrain to Siam Station and wtf? Already 10am in Thailand why no shop open? We are sooooo lucky to meet a tour-guide there and tell us 15th Jan is one of their buddha festival and shop will only open at 1pm. He also recommended us to go visit the famous temple in Bangkok with the worth price. Really feel grateful that meet this tour-guide to guide us without charging us any fees.

The tour guide told us the normal entrance fees is 600bht. Only today special 50bht.

Take tuk-tuk with the cheapest price to the boat station and start our 2 hours journey. The temple is really high and huge. The art of the building is so amazing! I have never regret to been there.

Thailand sign

They show this car in Siam Paragon

After the 2 hours, we go back to Siam Paragon and finally the shops open. There are luxurious than Pavillion I guess and not suit us to shop. So we just have our lunch there and go to Platinum Fashion Mall.

We went to try MCD Pork Prosperity! and also few of the sets meal that not available in Malaysia. 

Go to Platinum Fashion Mall by tuk-tuk and we start our shopping! I can't get nice stuff due to my huge size and weird taste hmm.. But my friend is trying to move the mall back to Malaysia! 

After the shopping session, we going to Asiatique that friend and hostel host recommended. We met a taxi driver who can speak hokkian with us. *Finally found someone can understand what we talking about* He fetch us go to Asiatique and recommend us to floating market before we heading to Hatyai. Since everyone agree with his plan, so we deal with him and he will fetch us to floating market on Day 3.

Asiatique, it is really beautiful place. The main point is, price of the stuffs there is quite reasonable! We bought most of the souvenir there and also grab alot of NARAYA there! NARAYA is a MUST when you come to Thailand, it price is reasonable!

We walk until all the shop close only back, the taxi fare killed us due to midnight rate. :(((

Thai food as dinner

Thai Milk Tea, Taste weird  :/

Tadaa! this is the part 1 and i will post the following part soon! :D

03.01.2013

Hello everyone! I'm here again! Really like the blogger apps, it's so convenient!

Today is a special day for the piggie of mine. Opps :/ hahahaha Happy 21th Birthday to him! And actually I felt abit guilty cause I can't celebrate his birthday with him. This is so unfortunate, I got paper this day. :((

I think I got some stimuli after the marketing paper hahahahhaa call Lina in sudden ask her company me go chop my hair. I also don't know why so suddenly I feel like chopping my hair but since I got that mind so just do it! NOBODY BELIEVE I CHOPPED MY HAIR UNTIL THEY SEE MY REAL FACE! == yea also la I know I got a signature long long hair and everyone know I love my long hair. Hmm I remember I did said before I won't chop my long hair but at last.... Hahahah!! I'm quite satisfy with my hair now but it look like Aunty hair if I wearing my spec. :(( that's so sad! Mean I need to wear contact lens all the time?! No wayyy man!! Just let me Aunty bahhh.

That's all for today! Tata :)))

Neglected

I had neglected my blog for about 2 months. Why I writing it again? Hmm no why, just for fun :p

Btw, it's brand new year now. WELCOME 2013! New year, new life. Everything will change better!

In my previous post, actually I'm keep talking about my diploma had officially graduate. I think I will post up some of my photo here! Tehee! :pp

Flashback my 2012, actually I had achieve most of my wish list which is I managed to get my new a brand new phone, and I able to use my own saving to go travel out of Malaysia. For others, maybe just a little small case, but I had used many times to achieve this. I'm still so proud with that

Another way, the sad case of the year is my dad fall sick. He got stroke on this passed October. Luckily he is almost recover now already! Give a clap to my lovely daddy!! ❤❤ wish that he can healthy all the time!

I think I should stop here cuz I'm actually now studying in library :pp I'm trying the blogger apps.

Update next time! :)

九皇爷游记

九皇爷过了多久哦?!你现在才来写?! 我忙嘛 :/
Advance diploma真的跟diploma很不一样，同学也换了一些，变得更random了。
跟同学们去了九皇爷，晚年的九皇爷我总跟爸爸妈妈几乎每晚都来凑热闹，今年因为爸爸生病了，家人也没去了，我只好跟朋友们一起去顺便替爸爸拜九皇爷。

 供奉九皇爷的贡品，一年比一年华丽

 仅存的传统-大戏

推荐的地方，一定要去！厕所！装潢前后，我都不曾去过，进去时吓到了一下！很美

 爱拍的我们！去到哪里都拍拍拍！

你害怕吗 ?

最近的我，精神真的不太好，时常心不在焉，想东想西的，原来想太多比做太多更疲惫 D;
最近一直忘东忘西的，不知道会不会有一天忘了自己是谁，忘了回家的路 D;

最近发生了太多事，让我有点消化不良，所以有时候我有钻洞的念头 *逃避*
但我知道我不能，我只能面对它和对付它
爸爸会好的，但是需要时间和金钱去经营
时间是有的，那钱呢？想到这个就怕

‘你不是我，你不懂我的感受；我不是你，我不懂你在想什么’
不懂为什么，这句话总喜欢出现，但却不曾做到过

We Run KL , Nike Run!

Finally I'm relieved, my daddy discharge today. Nike run in the same day, my time is packed! Wake up early morning and it's start raining! :( Wake my bro up, going to have our breakfast and take away to dad and mum. The rain more heavy dy! Reach home about 3pm, change shirt and leave ! Luckily rain start to stop and no need wait too long for the bus.

Reach KLCC about 4pm and there are crowded! Don't even know there are a lot of participant! Walk slowly to the start line and meet up the gang! :D Started at 5.30pm sharp and I just WALK! :( Super exhausted and can't breathing! :( Luckily i'm able to finish it before 2 hours and get the finishing T! We planned to go dinner before going back but Pin Hau them not able to get their bag from baggage lorry cuz of their baggage system!

While they got their bag and walk to Masjid Jamek Mcd, burger is sold out in the Mcd. Im just like WTF?!

Everyone decided to get back to own home due to the last train. This is a great memory for me! The sad case is i not able to meet my sweetie! :( 

为什么？

是时候改变了吗？是时候摆下从小的坚持，放弃升学而撑起家里了吗？这一切都太突然了，有一点根本不想接受。
爸爸中风了，严重与否，还是未知数。我只希望能有那么一点好转，能走路就行了，天上会保佑的 :(